Suicide..

That one word that nobody wants to hear, suicide. Multiple things racing through your mind. How will you do it? When will you do it? Or are you already writing your note to leave on your bed? Is it your parents? Are they constantly fighting? Is it school or sports? Are they just way too much for you to handle? Is it your friends? Do they just not understand you or do they not listen to you? Are you worried that you aren't pretty, beautiful or thin enough for somebody? JUST HOLD ON. Please take a deep breath, close your eyes, and breathe. You ARE beautiful. You ARE perfect enough. Your parents love you to death. Your friends will always be with you through thick and thin. School may be tough sometimes, but remember to keep your head high and your goals even higher. Look past the bad, and look for the positive things. Life is SO damn good and it is not worth ending. Some people would do anything to live the life you live. Some people don't have anything, no family, no friends and most importantly, no faith. Think about it, you have a family. You have WONDERFUL friends. You have a home. You have clothes to wear, and food to eat. Once you realize how awesome you have things hopefully it will change your mind. Take a moment to look back on everything you have, on everything you have accomplished, on all the memories you have made with the people you love. Do you really just want to throw all that away? Look at yourself in a mirror, tell yourself that you are worth it. Tell yourself that you are beautiful. There is NO need to end such a BEAUTIFUL life. There is no need to punish yourself for the mistakes you have made. You are ONLY human, life didn't come with instructions. Take chances, live life to the fullest, and most importantly have faith in God. He WILL show you the right path to take and he WILL love you no matter what you do. Let go & Let God. Stay strong and keep fighting like a Warrior.