dear bullies..

What the hell is wrong with you? What do you think gives you the damn right to call other people horrible names, pick on them, make their life a living hell? Every human is equal regardless. I can only assume that you do this in order to boost your own low self-esteem and confidence. It’s sad and pathetic to sit there and write hate. I’ve known so many people that took their lives as a result of losers like you. If you actually feel like it’s a problem then get help, but if you just do it “for fun” or for “shits and giggles” then fucking stop. You sicken me. You might find it funny now, and you may even feel good driving someone to suicide (which makes me sick.) One day, however, when you actually mature and grow up you’ll realize how fucking wrong it was. You’ll have this tremendous guilt to live with; you helped kill another innocent life.  You took a precious soul from this world with your comments and your insults. Do you feel good now? How about if you ever have kids?  How the hell would you feel if you found your daughter or son dead after taking her own life after being bullied so much? One minute they are here with their whole life ahead of them and some nasty words drove them to the edge and broke them. How the fuck would it feel to see your child dead, you can’t do anything but feel sad and hate towards those who bullied them.  How would it feel if police officers turned up at your door telling you the worst? Maybe your daughter/son jumped in front of a train? What if they ran away from home and killed themselves? Does it still feel good? So before you decide to send hate or you feel like bullying someone, just THINK how you’d feel as a parent, how you’ll feel when you’re older and you have to live with this guilt. Just think. If YOU are the one being bullied, don’t listen to them, and that may be a tough thing to do, but you are worth so much more than that. You ARE beautiful; you DO live a wonderful life that DOES NOT need to end. I look out for EVERY single one of my friends. You may have made a silly mistake, or you may have done something just a little stupid, but you DON’T deserve to get beaten down about it. If they hold it against you, then they aren’t worth it. Don’t take shit from other people. Just know that if you have nobody else to go to, contact me. I will ALWAYS be there if nobody else is there. I will always listen, and I will always care. Stay strong my little Warriors

..are you happy?

happiness..something everybody deserves right? Each and everyone of you deserve happiness. wanna know what makes me happy the most? Making other people happy. Anything to put a smile on someone elses face, makes me feel on top of the world. A simple text that says "Hey, you are beautiful and you mean the world to me." could easily make someones day 100% better, or even save someones life. You deserve everything beautiful in life, you deserve to be loved by every person you know. Having the beautiful friends that i do, is beyond amazing. Being loved by them is one of the best gifts i have ever had. you can not wait for happiness to find you. it doesn’t know the way. take what life gives you and treat it better than it treated you. Miss someone, tell them. Love someone even better, show them. Want ice cream, eat it. Indulge yourself, you deserve it. Sad? Listen to music, watch youtube videos, watch movies that make you cry. Take a you day and focus on your life. Let yourself be sad but also realize you deserve to be happy. And realize it will always work itself. Everything turns out okay in the end. I’m not saying I’m not going to be sad anymore or that I learned how to be happy. I’m still working on that. I just realized everything did turn out okay. And a majority of my problems worked themselves out. Maybe not in the way I expected but they still did. I had a bad day heck a bad few weeks. But who doesn’t. I’m human. I let people belittle me and for a while I put up a facade of smiles but now I’m actually happy. Optimistic even for the future. No more crying myself to sleep. (at least for a while) I just hope things stay looking up for the time being. I think what I realized is that sometimes it’s okay to give up. Some people aren’t worth the effort. Some guys aren’t really prince charming but just well good for laughs. My life is no where near perfect, especially right now. But reflecting on it I am genuinely happy. Stay happy and love life, love the life you live. If you are at rock bottom, then you can go nowhere but up. if anybody needs something, dont be afraid to message me on twitter or facebook, i am always here. Stay positive and stay strong little Warriors